I forgive myself for accepting
and allowing myself to be afraid of person’s skills in relation to manipulation
of words and intonation and within this feel inferior to her.
When and as I see myself
existing as fear of her skills in relation to manipulation of words and
intonation and within this feel inferior to her -- I stop and breathe.
I realize that felt like this
in my childhood towards my parents and is was really uncomfortable and
powerless experience - it felt so unfair, because they had their tools - words
and I didn't have such a strong vocabulary, thus I wasn't equal in negotiations
with them. But after some years situation has turned - I started to use a humor
to 'disarm' them. But in both cases there was an Ego win.
I commit myself to, when I get
in conflict with skilled speaker, re-focus my attention from fearing them into
learning from them. Then I us that practical skill with starting point of
support and I don't allow myself to use it for spitefulness; no matter if other
speaker does.
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