I forgive myself for accepting
and allowing myself to exist as anxiety when I should call a guy, because I
have allowed my imagination to go wild; assuming that he is single again and he
may try something.
When and as I see myself
falling into assumption that some guy will try to seduce me, I stop and
breathe.
I realise that beneath
assumptions exist desire for being seen as attractive / interesting / desirable
from males side.
I commit myself to gradually
stop searching for attention from males; when I will catch myself in act, I will
rather give some attention to myself - I will hug / caressing / massage myself
/ take few breaths to release that desire that comes hand in hand with
disappointment and self-doubt, when desire is not meet – which is most of the
time.
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